Yikes
This year has been crazy and it went by so fast. I met curran in July and liked him all summer. Even when he had a girlfriend I didnt stop and soon enough they broke up. Then me and him got really close but neither of us entirely wanted to cross the line and ruin a good friendship. But it happened anyway. Now I can’t decide of that was the right thing to do. The kid left me crying at my car yesterday because of a weird feeling he had about us. Who does that?! Certainly not someone who loves you. He scared me enough to make me realize how much I put at risk by dating him. I’m best friends with his little brother and if we break up I probably won’t ever be able to go back to his house. I love him, but all of this hitting me at once fucking sucks. And I have to deal with my ex today. Perfect. Can’t wait.
